Ugh

I don't know really what to title this blog...maybe at the end I will.  I have had quiet a few things on my mind lately.  I've been through all types of emotions with I'm sure more to come.

Recently things have bothered me a little more then usual. I think I just need a break to find my happy place again and I just need to deal.

So I'm blogging...

Wednesday Jacob went to YM's where they talked about how to treat youth that have disabilities.  They had 2 mothers there and a leader that evidently taught in the special needs classes 20 years ago. My son said one of the mothers did a fantastic job and was really cool about the whole thing.  The other mother (in my opinion) is still searching for a cure for Autism.  Good luck with that! She basically (according to my son) gave information/data she has been collecting regarding a cure. She also said there has been many cases where after a child has been diagnosed, 6 months later they are cured...no more Autism.  Really? Denial...is my opinion. The leader...well we all know times have changed in 20 years.  

Then Jacob was approached by quiet a few asking why didn't we come and talk about Josh...I don't really know why we didn't or we weren't asked.  I mean for crying out loud, ALL my boys have had to deal with ignorant people their whole lives when it comes to dealing with a brother as special as Josh.  

Don't get me wrong, Jacob loved the activity and had a good time, but why didn't they ask? 

See this is something that bothered me. I know we keep quiet about all the happenings with Josh, but for real...I have 18+ years over the mother who apparently is still in denial! My husband just says it's "Whatever" ....UGH!

Then yesterday there was a minor little thingy that again got a little on my nerves.  When person A was conducting and person B commented about why she couldn't be there on one of the dates spoken about, person A just kinda laughed and shrugged her off.  Now I believe and I could be wrong that person B has some type of disability, so to be laughed at or shrugged at because of a comment that apparently made no sense to person A, should have been addressed a little better.  

Who teaches the adults how to act around those with disabilities?

I think they ought to know better.

Ugh...Now that I've blogged about it...maybe I can let it go and continue my search for a happy place!

Mother's Day...a little different

Mother's Day was a little different this year, but I'm not complaining! Instead of getting my missionary phone call, I had my missionary home...at least for the next 12 weeks. 

(see previous blog post)

It was wonderful to have the brother's together. Bryant and Charlie were able to help set Doug apart in his new church calling.  Emily came up with Charlie for dinner..always fun to have her join us.  Dinner was wonderful, we watched a movie, all were smiles..yes, even Josh had a little one.

What else could a mother ask for?

Ballroom Concerts

 End of the year ballroom concert

 3rd row seats to the Blackpool premier!

Let's just say that Charlie has been and still is one busy boy! With being on the BYU touring team, his schedule is full of rehearsals, concerts...more rehearsals. In April, they all those on any ballroom team, beginning up to tour, get to perform for family, friends...whoever numbers that are so fun to watch. Then, just this past weekend, we were able to see just the touring team perform numbers they will take on their Blackpool/Europe tour. We were also privileged to see the beautiful costumes (picture will come after they compete) and the numbers they will compete with.  It was amazing to say the least. 

It's always a challenge to see these numbers with Josh, thankfully Doug and I take turns with hopes of not missing to much.  We were grateful that both sides of the family were finally able to see Charlie.

Happy Mother's Day

I just wanted to wish the mother's in my life a very HaPpY mOtHeR's day!

(I don't have a picture of my mother-in-law)

They are such a wonderful example of what motherhood is all about. They are there with advice, encouragement, and never ending love for all.

I'm grateful to have these wonderful mother's be apart of our family.

I also hope those sister's of mine and adopted sister of mine a wonderful Mother's Day. They truly bring joy to my heart.

I guess I'm a pretty blessed Mother to have so many examples around me.

My love goes out to you all.

Whew...

I have to say its been quiet a week...and more...

Many of you know that Bryant has returned from his mission on a medical release.(for more information check out his mission blog) Doug has been through many interviews and for some reason or another...we still have no full time employment for next year. Josh has been out of sorts trying to find the right medication for sleep and that is NEVER an easy task. I'll update his blog...eventually.

Jacob didn't get into student government..always a bummer...

It seems to me more often I find myself under dark clouds or swimming upstream. 

Good thing I know how to swim!

Another Month

I don't know if I'm quiet ready for another month.  I thought April was our month...nope...it wasn't. This week started off pretty rocky, so I'm hoping that with it being the 1st the sun might shine a little more.

HaPpY bIrThDaY Charlie

(P.S. I had to borrow these pictures from his FB..I don't have to many of him since he is soo busy)

Today is the day our family started..a little earlier then expected, but what a joy Charlie aka Charles aka Chuck Larry Bob came into our lives.

He is the best older brother anyone could have and is such a strength for all those around him.  

Here are Ten Reasons Why we love Charlie:

1. He is our oldest, we put a lot of pressure on him, but I think he turned out okay! :)

2. Charlie is full of life, there is just so much joy that fills our home when he is around

3. Talented...of course..just look at the posts on this blog...yes he sings to!

4. He is a great strength for his brothers when it comes to preparing for a mission

5.  Charlie can cook...I know...amazing!

6.  He works hard.  

7. Charlie helps us find the positive when our spirits are down

8. He loves to travel (I don't know if I should love this about him)

9. Charlie has a love for the gospel of Jesus Christ

10. He is filled with love for those around him

I don't know what we would have done if the Lord hadn't chosen Charlie to be first.  He is such a big help when his brothers need advice or ideas.  I love the phone calls I get to have with him while he is either driving to his lessons or walking to his car.  He knows how to cheer me up when I am feeling down.

I hope Charlie knows how much we love him and wish him the very bestest birthday ever.

Happy Birthday...Charlie